Adapted from the novel "He, Who is Beautiful" (美しい彼) by Nagira Yuu Its written by an award winning author,
a sharp pain stabbed against the steel around his heart, but he braced himself, refusing to crumble..
first day of a New semester, where the students were making cheap jokes, is always the scariest thing for Kazunari Hira.
partly due to the fact that he
suffers from dysphemia (stuttering)
the spring of his last year of high school..
He just took his heart away to the deepest where unknown.
attractive student
with just the right
amount of arrogance
who walks into the class...
His looks are beautiful,one as though a queen on a glorious throne, without conscious he was in a snare….
Neither man has ever wanted another man, but there’s a connection between them from the start—a spark he can’t deny.
where the moon prepares to shine on budding hearts..
He does fall hopelessly in love with sou Kiyoi..
being loved sincerely by someone provides you strength, while loving someone so deeply gives you courage.
Hira’s speech problem has caused him to sees himself as the lowest lowlife at the bottom
sometimes, a target of bullying or just being deemed as someone who is ‘slow’.
His parents wanted him to find something that he’s interested in, so they bought him a camera.
He's into photography because it instantly captures whatever interests him.
yet nothing ever really amazes him, until Sou Kiyoi (Yusei Yagi) happens to save him on the first day.
first glance that become the definition of happiness
finally he got a chance to thank him since Kiyoi came late and saved him from getting ridiculed even further on that first day
but kiyoi locked his heart in an icy shell
Throughout childhood, Hira is introverted and sees the world quite differently to the rest of the ‘normal’ kids.
On the contrary, Kiyoi is "The King" who doesn't hang out with anyone, is equally ruthless, and reigns at the top of the class.
With the hope Kiyoi will notice his presence, Hira serves him devotedly, running errands and buying lunch.
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this cold but dazzling marks
is as beautiful as a storm in the spring.
although being bossed around..
without notice, he kinds of enjoys it.
Kiyoi though a bully….
is the only person who cares for Hira
Hira finds himself navigating an unfamiliar new world.
he knows his world won't be the same anymore..
Kiyoi is one popular guy everybody admires.
However, he pursues a dream that nobody knows about.
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He's heading somewhere and Hira was following him from behind.
Kiyoi turns to the dance studio and practices secretly. Hira realizes that he's the only person who knows about it,
as a matter of fact, Kiyoi was known to pass the second round of competition, but in front of his compeers, he reveals that he doesn't seem to care much about it.
…….
The possible reason why Kiyoi didn't want to reveal that he was taking a dance class was because he didn't want to be seen as someone who emotionally invested into things,
Hira’s thought is unimaginable. It doesn't matter if he understands any of it.
Yet wanting him is the only thing he’s sure of.
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the long breaks in summer, spring and winter were supposed to be his safe haven out of school life.
but not being able to see Kiyoi for a long time is too much for him to bear.
(its almost summer and Hira is still collecting the change that Kiyoi gave.)
...is this how to feel when u like someone
And in the end, the same gust of wind breaks them all down….. just like that, a place to hang out was decided.
Hira, on the other hand, was pleased that he got a chance to see Kiyoi during the summer break.
he used to this kind of treatment, where the only reason for his friend coming was only to borrow his note.
Hira still keeps the words he promised..He owns the secret of his dreams.. the little secrets that buried between them.
the bed and everything else he could imagine as he begged to shoot the load of hormones.
and yes he did it while looking at the picture.
Kiyoi needed to provide pictures for his competition but it cost money to hire someone.
the fact that he enjoys having it as their own little secret but there's no way he can tell him that.
shirota and the rest just don't know anything, no matter how much he likes him, he still can't get close to kiyoi.
wishing for the fortune to be on his side, and he sure as shit knew it wouldn’t be last.
but things don’t go as planned, and soon he realizes he would rather be alone than with anyone else.
Physical desire at its peak, and now Hira and his dreams are walking at a crossroads,
but Hira just crossed his line by saying that Kiyoi might actually be fed up with hanging out with those people.
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, He once again felt excited as well as scared of being hurt.
Neither man has ever wanted another man, but there’s a connection between them from the start—a spark they can’t deny.
The never before feelings for each other.
a fast beat similar to the sound of a hand beating down on a drum creating its own irregular tune..
Hira just stares at him in awe.
it's not that he doesn't like fireworks, he just have things that he prefer over fireworks
admiring someone is the best variety of memory ever.
But what he is experiencing here, in his time, is more than memory.
He feels Kiyoi in the tranquility of the starry sky.
He feels him in the dancing treetops.
In each of the submerged stones.
is it okay for him to keep liking Kiyoi this way?
To be continue Episode 2~~~~
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