He wasn’t sure if nature rooted for this moment or if his mind tricked him into a perfect present,
The words he spoke seem plain, He doesn't know what's wrong with him, but Kiyoi never said it before.
when he saw him, he knew nothing could ever happend between them, but he can tells from his eyes that he's the only person in his world.
he looks kinda creepy when he surprised.
he doesn't really care about this kind of person, the kind that keeps staring at him. it's all out of curiosity. that's it.
someone complimented him so bluntly and directly,
for the first time in his life,
he longs to be stared like that again.
he didn't know what it was like at that time, without notice, his desire was growing stronger and stronger.
those honest truths that were hidden and left unsaid.
Kiyoi's always surrounded by a bunch of people without him asking for it. he feels like he's just being used. but it's better to be alone all the time.
it was out of curiosity from the beginning.
he just want to know, what does he want from him.
what kind of feeling does he have for him.
the eyes that telling the truth, is he really different from others?
He signed up for the contest to fulfill his dreams.
it reminds him of the crazy fans he's seen in the past
to the point he would sacrifice himself for Kiyoi.
the memory of the first kiss will always be reminded.
Kiyoi thought that Hira probably wouldn't have thought he would think of him in such a way.
"hira is kind of arrogvt"
Hira never tried to understand how Kiyoi felt. He has been completely gone since graduation.
"it was obvious that he very into him"
Kiyoi tries to look for the reason for Hira to stop contacting him?
We thought that it's only Hira, but Kiyoi has been searching for this face he's been thinking about day and night.
he once again could obviously see the Passion in Hira's eyes, just like before.
He thought he won.
jealousy
when suddenly, Iruma asked an honest question that broke his wall.
how can he forget about him?
Just like a yellow duck floating on a dirty gutter way. He feels it was just like him, forced to be in a place where none of us wanted to be. will there be a chance for him to find someone that feels the same way.
searching for reassurance. he did like being kissed.
Whatever rush that was, whatever his lips brought, he wanted more.”
he couldn’t control the flutter within, the violent heartbeat.
the way he feels about Hira.
the dilemma that leaves him helpless.
Will he call back? if not then this is it. but…
The most intense feeling is when you like a person for no reason, but Koyama understands that all too well.
He hoped that he could keep going like this, but the timing was just not right. he realizes he can't go back to the way it was anymore.
cant control himself
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